Emmy and Grace are growing up so quick. Gracey, my god your the devil in disguise! You remind me so much of my self when I was young, such a strong minded, defiant little 2 year old! You don't like to listen, you Love your food, and you love nothing better then to start a argue ent with me my disagreeing! Your favorite thing to do at the moment is to crawl around on all fours and pretend your a lion, and roar at the top of your lungs. Heavens forbid anyone mistake you for a cat or a dog, because you are quick to tell them 'no, lion!'. You and me have been doing playgroup on a Monday, it's amazing watching you grow up and discover new things, I'm already missing you being the baby :-( oh and Emily, what a smart young lady your turning into. For a 5yr old, you can hold your own in a conversation. To day you made me giggle, because as we walked into the kinder you told me you forgot your 'happy' and when I asked you where you left it you said back in the car. So off you ran to the car, opened the door, hopped in and when you hopped out you had the biggest most beautiful smile, and said its ok, I found my happy now xx Everyday Emmy you continue to surprise me, today you asked me what eyeballs are made off, that was a tricky one to answer! As much as I yell at you guys sometimes, it's just because I know you are better then your behavior translates. You are both so different, and I wouldn't change it for the work, I hope that you embrace yourselves and feel comfortable in your own skin, and live your dreams. Because even if does feel like a day can go forever, and a week even longer, realistically life is short, you only get one chance to live, to be a kid, a teenager, and adult. So don't ever put anything on hold, and if you want to do something do it with in reason (don't be breaking Any laws or hurting anyone, cause Kara's a bitch and it will come bite you on the arse).
Luke I love you with all my heart, but sometimes I get sick of trying, it doesn't mean I don't love you any less then what I loved you when we got married, it just means that I'm getting tired and the more tired I get, the harder it is to try. Some times I wish it was as simple as going to sleep and not waking up, but then I remember.... You, my husband, my savior, and the girls, and then everyone else out there who isn't as blessed as me to have a beautiful family and house. I don't know why i get these thoughts sometimes, I try my hardest to fight them, and be positive. As I am the glue that hold us together. I'm off to bed know, love my little family to the unicorns and back xx
