RIP Jack Rabbit

Oh dear, the awfulest thing happened Friday night..... Bella killed Jack rabbit. Some how Bella has managed to get the top of poor Jacks cage off, and I think she played with him until he had a heart attack. Their we're no wounds on him when I found him, it was like he has sleeping :( it was so hard to tell Em that her rabbit had died, and that she won't be seeing him anymore. I think I cried more then Em. After I explained it in side, she asked to go out side. And I said ok, so we went out side and she started looking for Jack and I explained again that jack died and he's gone forever and she started to cry and say she missed him. It was so hard to see her upset :-( So to honor jacks memory, I took Em and Grace down to bunnings and they choose a tree and planted it out the front, so we will always remember him. And then the next day Grace was out the back with me, and she went over to Jacks cage and was calling for jack, and looking at me like 'where is he mum?' it broke my heart, all I could do was explain he's gone :-( poor jack, I'm sorry he went out that way, didn't think Bella would ever get into the cage. He was a good little rabbit, used to jump on the jumping castle with the girls, go down the slide, make me chase him like buggery trying to catch him to put him away at night. He will be missed RIP jack xxoo
Emmy stayed at Granny's and Gramp's this weekend, I swear every time she comes back from there, she's a little bit older! She told me about feeding the chooks, and how johnno isn't her favorite horse is the white one lol. I'm glad she enjoys it so much out their. Gracey and I have been having some 'us' time, took Bella for a walk down the beach, Grace loved playing down there, she's like a different child when em's not around. It's like, when they are together the are always competing for my attention, more so Grace. I love the both so much for different things, Em def takes after me more, and Grace def after Luke.... I wonder if we have a third, whom it will look like :-) still looking for a job, not much luck. But it's only been two weeks, so fingers crossed that some things comes up shortly. Any way, I hear my bed calling so nite nite xx

Wat a huge few weeks!!

It has been A hectic few weeks for our little family! Dad has been working heaps of over time, and The kids and I have been going on so many adventures. Last week I decided it was time that Grace and Emily went on their first ever train ride, and we went for a train trip up to Melbourne to the Melbourne aquarium! The girls loved it, especially the penguins and the jelly fish. It was great seeing them wanting to see.... And running up to all the different displays. They even got to feed the fish their :-) i think it was sensory over load in the end, because the both of them went to bed early and then slept in the next morning lol. Emmy had dancing the next day, so we had to make a mad dash to get their in time, we just made it lol.Started on the phones at the volunteer work I'm doing which is great. It feels good to be giving back to the community, and it's also a real eye opener to some of the things out their in the world, regarding mental health, through to substance abuse. I hope I can take this all on board and hopefully teach the girls some of the things I learn. I'm going to start applying for nite work Tommorro, so I'm hoping that it's all flexible and works well with life line, and keeping the family happy :-) Haha, Emmy said the funniest thing to me the other day when we hopped out of the car. She goes to me, mum... Whats that noise?? And I said I wasn't sure what noise she's talking about. And she replied.... I know... I think it's your legs flapping in the wind... Because its very windy out here :-) lmao, what a random thing to think of lol, Emmy has a great way of saying things at the moment lol. It has totally disgusting here for the last few days, we had gastro go through all of us. It started with me, I was pooing and vomiting at the same time, Luke was fantastic and stood their and rubbed by back whilst it was all going on! I have not vomited that violently for a long long time. Luke ended up taking me to the doctors where they gave me a injection to make me stop vomiting. Then that afternoon, the hot water broke!!! And to top things of, Luke got it and was vomiting and pooing at the same time, and then Emily started vomiting g and Gracey started with the pooing!! It was a big old disgusting poo vomit fest with know hot water!! I'm pretty sure I imagine that's wat hell looks like lmao. We all had the sweats from the fevers and couldn't even have a shower, it was the most horrible 24hrs! But I must admit, you girls make me proud, and also make me look like a big wuss lol. I felt and was acting like I was dieing, and Emmys vomits... Says she doesn't like being sick and starts playing like nothing happens! And she was doing those vomits that from the bottom of her stomach, and vomited at least 10 times, and cried maybe 2times, she's such a brave little girl, she makes me so proud! And Grace, every time she did a poop, she thought it was appropriate to try and sit on my face.... Talk about goo, cheeky little devil she is. Took the girls to a indoor park the other day, and they are so grown up now! Em doesn't even need me to go play with her, and grace is now playing on the big kids equipment and loves it. It seems like life is all of a sudden moving really fast. I guess that is what happens when you are happy :-) love my husband and my beautiful girls xxoo